Got the sudden urge to blog. I'm leaving in an hour's time, working today. :\ Anyway, work has been really boring. Nothing much to do in the office. If it's not for the money, I wouldn't stay. =X

I'm veryveryvery tired. I had never stayed up till that late, like last night. Slept around three plus. Was watch vcds, on the phone with Xav. It's nice knowing you too, Xav. :] Talked till around two-thirty, her mom was staring at her. Hahah. Talked a lot about the past. Yeah there's glynis goes again, as always. Xav was somewhat similar to ____. :\ Xav said a lot about moving on, opening my arms for others, letting them in & all. Well, I guess what she said was true. It's time to reflect glynistannnnnnnn.

Tell her how you feel & start afresh, Xav said. It's impossible, trust me for that. I refuse to face up that the reason was because she didn't ____ me. I told Xav, it was because I wasn't good enough for her, I wasn't the ideal one she wanted to be with this lifetime. :)

From now on, I'm gonna be positive & confident. :) Xav, please be honoured. You taught me that okay. & yes, on the phone yesterday I heard two songs! Shan Hu Hai & Dao Dai. :D Woots!((: Hahah good ears ay!

Girlfriend's at Shanghai enjoying herself now. :) Awww, school's reopeningggggg. I'm happy 'cos I'll be seeing everyone. I'm kinda disappointed 'cos hols are coming to an end. :\ HOLIDAYS EXTENTION, NEEDED.

I don't wanna chiong for Art, chiong for Ns. Wo bu yao la. >:( I'll go crazy. I might visit the mental health institute a few times in a month, for my studies.

Prove me that I had the wrong thinking. That you weren't who I thought you were. That you worth the trust & I should trust you like before. That I should believe in you, believe it what you said & not go suspecting. Up to you alright. Well, maybe inside of you, you might be thinking why am I so mad about this. If you weren't part of me, part of us, my trustworthy friend, my confidante, I wouldn't have been this insane, telling you all these. It's because you are part of us, part of me, my trustworthy friend, my confidante. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe you were right. Maybe both of us were wrong.
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Fuckshit.

Sassy lau, have you got the pictures? Let me know yeh, I'll send them to you. Is that what you should be sorry for? AHAHAHAHAHHAHA :D
Prunella, hey youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :)

Stacie Orrico's Security is nice. :D:D

Too many sleepless nights.
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